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Sunday, April 19, 2009

Current Song: Dear You -Cry; Hope; Feel; Kind-

Lots of people blog about stuff they keep silent.
Lots of people blog about stuff to make sure everyone knows.
Lots of people blog about stuff they want to confirm with themselves.
Which one are you, if you do/did blog?

At this particular moment in time, I'm in the section that blogs because I want my friends to know.
I don't care if "everyone" knows because I know who I'm targeting, and there is nothing that I will say in this blog that is supposed to have one specific person or group targeted to keep quiet from.

I think it's time I explain about this "nostalgic euphoria" I've come up with.
The term nostalgia describes a longing for the past, often in idealized form.[1] The word is made up of two roots (νόστος (nostos) "returning home", and άλγος (algos) "pain"), to refer to "the pain a sick person feels because he wishes to return to his native home, and fears never to see it again"
In my case, it's to illustrate the pain my sick heart feels because it wishes to return to it's natural, happy, unbroken state. It fears that it will never heal and return to that state again. That's the sad, reminiscence part of the pair. The so-called "dark" side of things.
eu⋅pho⋅ri⋅a
–noun Psychology.
a feeling of happiness, confidence, or well-being sometimes exaggerated in pathological states as mania.
So basically, this is the more happier side. Euphoria is what I like to call the "happy-ending" feeling. It's that emotion of so much happiness that you can't help but smile. This is to illustrate the "light" side of things, the part of me that I enjoy showing to other people, that I enjoy expressing and also one of the main reasons I like watching dramas and listening to SNSD all the time. Dramas give me that fulfilling "euphoria" while SNSD uses their songs and total confidence to give me this feeling as well.

Nostalgic and Euphoria seem to be oxymorons since one is more on the sad, broken hearted side while the other is on the happy, joyful heart side. However, the significance of putting these two together is to symbolize my hopes and goals for whatever lies in the future. Both have the final feelings of wishing to return to that happy state again. Euphoria is that happy state while nostagia is the wishing to return to it.

What about you, dear readers? Do you wish to go back to that stage in time where everything was good? No such things as betrayals, no such things as being afraid to try something new? Ready to conquer the world?
(´ゝз･) 「❤L!SSY™」

12:34 AM

Yours Truly

About Me:
*&. Otherwise known as Lissy
*&. Eighteen candles this May
*&. Thankfully not a male
*&. Less than one sibling
*&. Nowhere in the world but Canada
*&. baptized Chris†ian
*&. an HK flag hangs above my door.



Alex is my role model :D~