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Saturday, March 14, 2009

Current Song: Blue flow - Heart of Air - Haibane Renmei OST
I've started questioning a lot of things, not just the weird and unusual questions in the post below. I've start to questioning things like the reason why some people can just... believe in something just because their parents tell them to and completely just let their parents tell them what to do. We're humans, not robots.
I was looking through my my rarely used msn list with all the contacts I don't talk to, the ones that I just mindlessly let them add me and the people who I use to stalk them(I mean uh...heh heh...) and I noticed that a few of my friends had the words "please help me, YOU are in CONTROL" and I wondered why they were so into the religion their parents molded them into. I for one, can proudly say that the reason I am into my religion is no longer because my parents molded me into it; I found out my own way all on my own without their help. But for them... I really do wonder if they ever had the chance to go and find their own way in life.
Perhaps this is because of my rebel phase that still leaving it's presence in my life, but I really do wonder about it. How are they going to function in the real world if all they can do only happens if someone tells them to do it?
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Current Song: Save You - Simple Plan
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Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you
(´ゝз・)L!SSY™」

1:30 PM

Friday, March 13, 2009

Current Song: 【初音ミク】 ライカ 【オリジナル曲】 - YouTube
Here's a question to think about: What if the world revolved around you? Before you get all defensive, just think of it as an innocent question with no hidden meanings(it didn't have any in the first place, but YOU made it have hidden meanings ;D) Seriously, what if the world wasn't about everyone else because it was made just for you? Would you be able to look at life the same as before? Just a precaution, don't think too deep about this. I'm just posing a question perhaps you or a friend has asked out of curiousity.

Another question came up; yes I know I'm FULL of imagination :P Okay, so everyone knows that if you make your eyes squinty it's racist to chinese. However, what if you ARE chinese? Like, of you were born somewhere in China, and stayed there all your life and decided to to make that face just for fun? Is it racist? o_O Because technically you're dissing your own culture... but shouldn't count because you are part of that race, so it's regarded as a joke? I dunno... just wondering.

I'm seriously bursting with energy atm it seems or else I wouldn't have another curious thing to think about. Alright, so English is my first language, while Cantonese is my second, then French. I always wondered what it was like to have Cantonese as my first language, or even French. Would english be hard to learn? Cantonese might be harder to learn because for some words there aren't english words for them, but french is almost identical to english.

Okay... no more questions. XD I've asked too many already.
Hope this post put some things in your head to think about when you're bored.
No one's as bored as I am... but oh well. The world revolves around me anyway~ XDDDDD(I'm jking = =;;)
(´ゝз・)L!SSY™」

4:45 PM

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Current Song: 전화 한 번 못하니 - Wax - Not Even A Call
When did this korean-fandom start, I wonder?
My love for their culture was shocking like thunder.
I guess it has already started to show in the past,
Maybe I've finally decided to let it resurface at last.
-ahem- I can't lie and say this isn't true; the I-love-anything-korean is coming back. It reminds me of the days in grade...10 I believe when I first found out about FT Island. Of course, it was just a show I enjoyed watching because it was really funn
y and cute. After two years I'm finding them again and they've grown, as well as lose a member as well. Reminding me of those excited feelings back then when I discovered FT Island, I can't help but think that I, also have grown.
Being immature and learning from mistakes as I walked through highschool, I realize that there are many more mistakes I have to learn from, but this time I'm not regretting them. I acknowledge that I have made the mistakes, but now I learn from them instead of regretting which wasn't really helping if I made the same mistake again. Perhaps I have already began the process of understanding instead of regretting, but somehow I feel that now I'm starting to accept that. Regretting was something I did to make myself feel guilty so I wouldn't do it again, but the problem was that I would feel bad, yes, but I wouldn't know why sometimes. Learning from mistakes is different. You feel the guilt, but at the same time you realize the mistakes you made and why you made them. Once you know the reason why, you can avoid making the mistake because you now know what not to do if the situation or a similar one comes up again.


Ahh~ Update with new pic. Me and my matching top and hat ^^

(´ゝз・)L!SSY™」

3:02 PM

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Recommendation of VOCALOiD Songs:
Song [artists I recommend listening to]
Japanese version(if any)

Last Night, Good Night [absorb; ちょうちょ, 初音ミク]
「Last Night, Good Night」


Melt [Gazel; halyosy]
メルト

Melt -Band Version- [
supercell×Tissue-Hime×absorb]
メルト

HONEY [Cyndi Wang]
【VOCALOID】HONEY - NANAMEUE ALL☆STARS【3DPV】

Heart
ココロ
Live Action PV *revised*

My Brand New Love [初音ミク]

letter song
「letter song」 オリジナル曲 vo.初音ミク

The Farthest Ends
初音ミクがカヴァー曲を歌ってくれました「サイハテ」

proof of life
【鏡音リン】proof of life【オリジナル】

Meltdown
「炉心融解」 を 歌ってみた

BLACK★ROCK SHOOTER
【合唱の缶詰(笑)】ブラック★ロックシューター【合唱+合奏】

copy and paste the japanese versions into youtube or niconico if you have an account like I do to find the right songs I'm loving over and over :D
I'll teach you how to download the video's mp3 from niconico when I have the time :P

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OH YAH~ Mini-update on the dramas I'm watching atm...
The Duke of Mount Deer 2000 starring
Dicky Cheung(I ❤ HIM TO DEATH)
...and that's about it LOL
All my other dramas will have to wait until March Break.
Too much to catch up on b/c of the stupid uni stuff ; -;
(´ゝз・) 「❤L!SSY™」

9:19 PM

Monday, March 9, 2009

I can't escape it.
The invisible yellow police tape.

It surrounds those who share common interests,
And excludes everyone else but them.
the Ulzzang; the one with the Best Face
Is the world going to continue racing for who looks the best?

It's not a lie when I say that everyone does this unconciously.
They look in the mirror of truth and degrade themself to the ground.
"I'm not pretty enough." "My face isn't good enough."

Is this ever going to end?
(´ゝз・) 「❤L!SSY™」

6:42 PM